The title itself was over 180 characters. Haha.
But seriously. I just read something that really put things into perspective for me. I won’t directly quote the person but it really hit home. In situations like that I can’t help but feel like it’s god trying to send a message. On the surface it looks like I have it all figured out. But I’ve been going through an identity crisis the last couple months. And the quote that I’m speaking of just made me realize why. I’m just not happy. Now. Do I have things in my life that make me happy? Job, beautiful girlfriend, a bunch of earthly possessions(shoes, cars and shit). But it’s just something missing. I’ve always believed that happiness was achieved through spiritual enlightenment. Meaning you can have a million things. But if you don’t Love the person looking back through the mirror. It all means nothing. Maybe I’m just beginning my journey. My journey to self righteousness. I know it sounds like a bunch of rambling. But it’s just me. Whispering muted screams to an invisible audience. Don’t mind me.